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Healing…

I opened my eyes expecting to come out of a black state of trauma and into a better lit world. Unfortuantely, I was only welcomed into a world lit by misery. Nothing I did could distract me from concentrating upon the brooding thoughts that circled within the walls of my head, trying to make me dizzy.
I was dizzy, dazed, doped and defected by the toxic drug that throbbed in my veins, originating from the well of my dull thoughts. I needed a relief from this vulgar well and being. But I couldn’t free myself from the abundant misery.
They say that one small flame can drive away darkness.
I was looking for that one flame that could drive away my darkness; until I chanced upon a lake of smiles and serenity- you. That one smile that you gave me- which was meant solely for me- was my flame.
I smiled back before I realized it and the wall in my eyes and the soft, comforting look that was reserved for me. My fears and insecurities vanished into extinction as I held onto your gaze. A warm glow spread through me, originating from the love your heart showed through your eyes. I was on my way to healing.
We exchanged a few words, still occupied by each others eyes and gazes and our love. And I was completely healed.

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You, Me, Stars and Heavens…

I noticed them, first against the dark background-despite being engaged in a conversation with you. I just stopped and stood there, craning my head up to see how farther they stretched. You took a few steps ahead, still in the momentum of our pace and words, and ten noticed that I was not beside you. Startled, you turned to find me stationary- royally staring at the sky. You came behind to join me and I looked at you and smiled. You smiled back and we both lifted out gaze to look at the stars again, spread against the vast expanse of velvet, that was the sky.
And suddenly the lights in the human realm went off, making the divine lights prominent as we plunged into the darkness. Startled, scared and awed, I grabbed you hand. And you comfortably took my fingers in yours, holding them and pressing them gently. That small gesture of reassurance was more than enough a reason for my fear to flee, but I didn’t let go- couldn’t let go. I felt safe and happy just standing with you and gazing at the heavens. I do not know if you looked at me when you steadied my trembling fingers but I do know that your presence did not make me conscious or ashamed of my fascination of the night and starts.
The linked fingers, comfortable presence, lifted gaze and throbbing hearts- all enveloped in the magic of our love, the night and the stars.
A perfect moment; with our two souls as witnesses to our love. The twinkling stars twinkled away to eternity made this moment forever eternal.
The lights on earth came back on and we released our fingers, becoming conscious as the magic was lost. I was a little disappointed that we were back into the reality; I could’ve lived in that moment forever. But then I looked at you and into the depth of your eyes and realized that the magic lived in my heart and mind; in you and in me.

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Why

When their first baby was being formed,
We already knew the science of birth.
When their feet was learning to step,
We were already measuring distances.
When their mouths first started talking,
We were already singing songs.
When their curious eyes started to explore,
We already knew about most things under the sun.
When they were first learning to learn,
We were already writing books about life.
So why are they first world nations and not us?